oh no. i'm so lazy to blog nowadays. even when i've tons of time. haha.

oh yea, we're gonna work at zoukout! how cool is that?! anyways it should be lots of fun since i'm working with my friends! and also lots of slacking time! <3

hmm. i'm really busy nowadays so if i dont catch up with you, PLEASE CALL ME! I DIDNT FORGET ANY ONE OF YOU. BUT I JUST NEED MORE TIME. =)

my blog seems so dead now. let me find some time to fill it up with lots of love and lots of me again! haha. good day everyone!

the fucking headache and on off fever is seriously killing me! fuck!

we'll see how long it will take you to remember someone who is sick.

lalala. short update:

i've been doing every single thing 'cept for studying. clubbing, mj-ing, drinking, bufffet-ing, alcohol-ing, schooling, working, chilling, meeting up etc etc.

all in all, i'm so screwed! haha.

a sudden depressing mood came over me.

anyways i happily pushed off my deployment. so hmm. what should i be doing for the weekends?

i'm in awe. MJ is simply incredible. how did he managed to sing like that, or even dance like that at the age of 50? i am impressed. by his talent, to be able to dance and sing; the effort he put in to want to make his concert as perfect as possible; the thought to even let others shine on HIS stage. why didnt anyone know about his health conditions before? why didnt anyone notice the loneliness that was in his heart all the while? why did such a talented person leave so soon? i mean, do you even care about the world, the earth, the trees and flowers, the people as much as he did? such a kind hearted soul yet to be shadowed by the littlest mistakes that he did. to try to look perfect he underwent so so much surgery. in the name of perfection, to be called a freak, a monster. how bad can it hurt? or should i say how bad it WILL hurt.

i took some time to finally manage to find some of his photos during his golden moments.

perfection kills. doesn't it?

how great. fever and headache. feeling cold under such a hot weather. crap.

one HUGE reason why i HATE taking the BUS.

can you even recognize what it is?! cause i don't remember seeing such creature before!

finally blogger is well again!

time for a picture post after so long. to show you all that i'm still very much alive! =)

 

 

when we went to JB for dinner.

 

at jes birthday celebration.

and we got too bored cause there were no seats downstairs and getting a lil' hungry......

 

and we saw this oh-so-unique police car. haha.

his sister's caramel roll from ION for her birthday. LOVE IT!

and my baby hiding behind the cage.

growing up well.

my baby ban ban sitting.

 

sleepinggggg...

 

stoning.

 

in conclusion, i love ban ban! haha.

http://sg.lgmobile.com/web/web.product.RetrievePhoneInfo.laf?phoneId=GD900-SG&cmpid=googleadwords_crystal

i was thinking, what's really so great about GD900 Crystal? just the crystal keypad? or gesture UI? or 8MP camera? maybe i've been using it for so long that it has become a norm! HAHA. okays, i just wanna show of that i'm a proud user of CRYSTAL. LOL .

i would apologize to you if i still could.
for all the things that i've done wrong.
for being so insensible.
and taking you for granted.

but now, because of you, i've learnt to appreciate things around me slightly more.
although that's still not quite enough, but yes, i'm trying.
still trying.

i'm sorry but thank you.

i dont like people who act smart. so stop acting like you know me like inside out?

anyways, life is more or less very packed for me. it's quite hard to go out and enjoy now. but then again, when i get a chance, i'll still go out and have fun! haha. i'll be back with more photos. soon i hope.

7 years.

i have a new love.
we call her ban ban.
so now i love ban ban more than i love bf.
hmm.
how huh?
how should i share the love?
though i feel ban ban confirm needs me more than him.
aiya, i guess i should just give ban ban more love then.
=)

i dreamt about KIM BUM. wahaha. =)

=(?

events that happened.

my birthday.





raymond lim's birthday!



wolverine wanna-be.


played with my hamsters~

hamster.



shen shen.


weichao.
yes, that's right. he's sleeping on the wheel. haha.


*wake up and peep*


*stare*


and we brought fei out to the vet today!



kaypoh fei.



diana's a happy girl! =)

okays, i admit. i am one of Michael Jackson's fan. maybe cause of influences from my dad. haha.

for me, he is truelly legend. an icon. he was one who had lots of influences on song, dances, movements in the world now.

songs like 'i'll be there', 'ABC', 'smooth criminal', 'beat it', 'thriller', 'gone too soon', 'heal the world'; would never be forgotten.





That Is It


but did his fame cost his life?

things that he did to himself. to make himself more appealing to the audience that includes going under the knife.

it's sad cause the media kept focusing on the mistakes he did. but did they ever did a coverage on him being a humanitarian supporting 39 charity organization? how unfair.

i spent the first day of 21 years being drunk, vomiting, crying, clubbing like nobody's business. haha.
thanks for all who came. love you all!! muacks~

one hour 24 minutes. haha.

had really bad mood swings. sorry for be so unreasonable these few days.

anyways we went to JB with Pei, TeeYong and Ifah. haha. it's fun lah. but we need more time!!! tsktsk. when we came back we stop over at yishun for awhile. never did we expect we were in for a FIREWORKS treat. it was so cool can? at the empty space beside the polyclinic. till now we still didnt know what event they were holding. haha.


did anyone know how much i'm in love with stars?
did anyone know how much i'm in love with fireworks?
did anyone know how much i'm in love with raymond lim?

=))))

i think this colour is totally HOT!!!! i want it tooooooo~

in this love-hate relationship, four years past. so please remember what you had promised me aites?

red white black.

and i've got something for you. =)

ohhh. this is something i need too! haha. kose moisture liposome essence. someone get me one please? =D

i've thought of some stuff which i want for my birthday.



either of the cameras since i dont own one till now.
Sony CyberShot. ♥

http://www.sony.com.sg/product/dsc-w300


http://www.sony.com.sg/product/dsc-w270/sku/dsc-w270_rc+e37



Romance Always Yours Parfum ♥


and a bag looking something like this? haha. but this is from kate spade la. ♥

http://www.katespade.com/product/index.jsp?productId=3403472&cp=1863844.2180761&view=all&parentPage=family

dress like this~~ ♥



from F21.

and alot of hair accessories like this. ♥



all my favourites!!!! from F21!!!! ♥
http://www.forever21.com/category.asp?catalog_name=FOREVER21&category_name=acc_hat_hairgoods&page=all&pgCount=16

AND MAYBE some heels and more bags? ♥

i'd be happy if someone brings me out to a all expenses paid shopping trip. wahaha. =D ♥